Has It really been six months since my last post?

Wow!  Time flies when you are a grammy.  There are a million things to say about being a grandparent.
I never understood when people said that being a grandparent was the best thing EVER!!!
I loved being a mom.  It was so fun and challenging and right up my alley.  But yes, I was probably a little stressed out about the whole thing.  You are always thinking in the back of your mind..... am i doing the right thing?  (please dear God let this child grow up normal)
Well ~ here she is.  My first born~ 30 years old~ and a mommy~ the best mommy ever!

And here is child # 2.  We are two of a kind crazy people.  WE love hanging out and joking around.
People don't get it I'm sure.  But ever since he was a kid, we've enjoyed each other's weirdness :)







Then came David. :) Then David came for a visit, and I could hardly contain myself.  Get the crib and let the hugging begin.  Such a little tease he is.  He is interactive and such a joy.  It's like seeing life from a different perspective.  Maybe that's how God views us~ (He just doesn't see who we are, but what we can BE!)

  I want him to be loved and happy and yes, perfect.
I want to enjoy every facial expression and every sound that comes out from his mouth.
I could just stare for hours at how he soaks up the huge universe with those little eyes and inquisitive hands.
Even when he sleeps, I think he is dreaming about how he can be an even cuter baby, just for grammy.

Yes, I ADORE my daughter's perfect child.  While she does the nurturing and raising and "hard work";
I get to enjoy the squishy baby and the joy he brings me.
(if I lived any closer, I would probably move in)
So yes, this is therapy for me.  To write it out and just say it as plain as can be:  I LOve Him.