We leave for Netherlands in 1 week.
Then when we get back, I'm getting cataract surgery in my right eye.
My right eye will actually be getting an implant - a new lens!!!
Amazing, but true.
I'm very scared and nervous. I always think the worse instead of the best.
I always worry for nothing.
But, I love seeing everything. And lately my eyesight is failing fast. The left eye is starting to only see things clearly close up and everything far away is a blur.
Yes, it drives me crazy, but Joe says everything drives me crazy.
Have I forgotten God's promises? no
Will I have to have surgery alone? no
Then why the worry????
It's the unknown that's out there. I've never had eye surgery before so I'm not sure what to expect at all.
I'm just praying hard that it works, and that I get the vision back in my right eye, so I can get some glasses soon.
I want to go to Netherlands and see my kids and grandkids, just like I did 4 months ago..... before the change in vision.
All is well, Come January 8 I will be thankful for a surgeon who knew what she was doing.
Then I will be sorry for all the time I spent worrying and fretting over never seeing normal again.
Please Jesus, give me some peace about the surgery. Give me a fun restful time in Netherlands, And give me a capable surgeon with a steady hand. And please help me see normal again.
I put my life in your hands, forever.
